Dear all,<\/p>\n
It has been one month and two days of me being in Manchester but I feel that I have been here much longer.\u00a0 Loads of things happening and a lot more things to do.<\/p>\n
I would like to share a bit of my feeling and experience in my research trainings.<\/p>\n
Being in the research training modules gives me a mixed of feelings \u2013excitement, curiosity, overwhelm, depression, surprise, and relief.\u00a0 This is like a feeling of being in Willy Wonka\u2019s Chocolate Factory. A lot of yummy, eye catching, and fascinating, tempting chocolate around that may divert me from my focus. All seems interesting. But again, I keep on telling myself\u2026focus\u2026focus\u2026<\/p>\n
What are most useful?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n –\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Critical reading and writing training<\/span><\/p>\n There are many interesting ways of using literature in our research. Surprise! But, the challenge is how we can really apply this to our context and focus.<\/p>\n –\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Knowledge on various approaches to research <\/span><\/p>\n Again, \u00a0the challenge is how to relate to our own focus and context.<\/p>\n –\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Knowledge on variety of data generation methods (both qualitative and quantitative) \u2013<\/span> What surprise me is that there are actually plenty of alternative methods (\u201cOnly your imagination that can limit you to the number of methods you can use\u201d- that is what one of our unit tutor said) and we can actually develop our very own method to generate our data (I never knew that before :D).<\/p>\n Why I was overwhelmed?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u201cBe curious, but selective\u201d<\/p>\n I remember what my supervisor says. Many interesting things may come up, and really do come up, but I believe that there is a really broad range of choice. So again I am telling myself\u2026focus focus focus\u2026.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Everyone in the class brought about really interesting ideas which sometimes make me shout (in my heart :D)<\/p>\n \u201cAha! That seems sensible!\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cAha! Interesting!\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cOw, wonder if I could do that myself\u201d<\/p>\n Honestly, at times I feel that those ideas sounds really really interesting that it almost affects me to divert my pathway to another direction (at times my thinking bubble says: Mmm probably I could do research on how the students who are new to English are included in the CLIL class. What if I do that?).<\/p>\n But again, I have to find out what I really want to do, and to relate all the important and interesting bit of knowledge to strengthen my focus (which I am still struggling to find :D)<\/em><\/p>\n I remember two of my colleagues comment on our facebook group:<\/p>\n A: Why don’t you just do the topic half of the class is doing.<\/p>\n B: Don’t try to convert me.<\/p>\n A: I am just trying to help \ud83d\ude41<\/p>\n Depression?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Everyone seems to do a good job. Oh God! What have I done so far. <\/em><\/p>\n I thought it was only me feeling this, but actually when I talked to my friends I knew that most of them feel the same way (relief :D) and it even has a scientific name \u201cImpostor Syndrome\u201d (I knew it from one of the academic training topics offered) I tried to attend but it was fully booked :(.\u00a0 If it has a scientific name, then it is OK to feel so :D.<\/p>\n Making the most of my time<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n –<\/em><\/strong>Building Collegiality and Networking (Critical friendship)<\/strong><\/p>\n Being among friends who care is one really important matter in this time of struggle. Luckily, my colleagues are really supportive. We sometimes spend 2-3 hours in the study room (or sometimes in the caf\u00e9) to chat (still about our life as a year 1 PhD and our focus) or more seriously to critically interrogate each other’s focus. In this activity, I do feel challenged sometimes, especially when one of my friends asks me questions about my area that I have not explored as much, or come up with a surprising comment like: \u201cWhy? Why are you interested in that matter? Nothing new about it? I remember having been taught in English whole my life. What is CLIL anyway? Why do you find it interesting?\u201d (She is from a country where English is their Academic Language but not their first language)\u2026..then an interesting and challenging discussion went on.\u2026.<\/p>\n I personally do feel that this kind of activity is really useful and fruitful. It helps us to think aloud of what we want to do, and to compare our context to theirs.<\/p>\n -Attending the Academic Writing Sessions<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Really interesting and helpful I think.<\/p>\n -Having a one to one Academic Writing tutorials <\/strong>(Which I still plan to do)<\/p>\n –Reading and Reading and Reading<\/em><\/strong> (Hope I can do more and more)<\/p>\n AND<\/em><\/p>\n – Talking to my supervisors and unit tutors<\/strong> for suggestions and to see\u00a0 if I have moved toward\u00a0 the right direction.<\/p>\n That is what I feel and experience so far :D.<\/p>\n Cheers,<\/p>\n Fitri<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Dear all, It has been one month and two days of me being in Manchester but I feel that I have been here much longer.\u00a0 Loads of things happening and a lot more things to do. I would like to share a bit of my feeling and experience in my research trainings. 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